I wish I had a brand new photo to post of you that I had never seen before...

Oh how I wish I had taken so many more...had even one video of you talking

and laughing and smiling and just acting crazy like you always did.

Wishing does not make it happen though.

I am just thankful to have the photos that I did take.

I love you so much my Sweet William...

More than I can ever write with words or speak out loud.

I would bring you back in a heartbeat if it was possible...

But I don't think broken hearts beat hard or strong

enough to make wishes like that come true.

I only daydream about the memories stored up

inside of me...all the baby days,

you learning to walk and talk...

and then just suddenly it seemed you were taller than

me AND your dad...

We love you and miss your radiant smile and big hugs...

your shouts of laughter and goofy faces...

Waiting...and waiting to see you again...

Hopefully,

Someday Soon

All of our love to our

Lil Brown Boy

Forever Young

Forever 19

Forever Will

xoxoxoxo

Pepe, Mum & Charlotte