I Love You William

It's been so long since I got to tell you "I love you, William"...so long since I was able to give you a kiss and tell you how proud of you Dad and I were....It's been so long since you gave me one of your great big "boy-hugs".....I miss you so much my lil brown boy....so much more than mere words can even begin to say....and I wonder why it had to be this way?
Another holiday season is coming and that means another anniversary of the day you went missing and the four awful days we spent searching for you....and then that terrible, terrible moment of truth when they pulled the car up and found out that it was your car and you were still in it...I cannot bear it my son, my son....my beautiful, only beloved son.... I love you with all of my mother's heart and soul....Life has never been the same since that fateful moment....
We cannot wait until we get to heaven and can be with you again and see your radiant smile and be with you and our Savior forever and ever....never to be parted again...
But until then....I have only the memories of your smile the echos of your laughter....and all of the happiness that you brought to our lives....Charlotte and your Dad and I miss you and love you with all of our hearts and souls Sweet William and we will never ever forget you...You are the light of our lives and will be forever! It just hurts so bad to have you gone from us....
If there is Christmas in heaven.....Have a Happy Christmas...my sweet lil brown boy....Mummy loves you to eternity and back again and then some more~ xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox