Day 2...Missing Will

I am missing you today…just like every day that

goes by without you. It is hard to make it through

each one of them, missing you like I do.

I just wish things didn’t turn out the way

they did…I wonder why it had to happen,

especially like that?

I’ve read that God will not put on us more

than we can bear….is that really true?

Then why does it hurt so badly?

Why is my heart breaking like it is?

Why can’t I be strong and get through this???

I know I will never get over it…like

someone told me to do – I could not believe

it when someone told me that it had been

long enough and I should have gotten

over it by now? I will miss you as long

as you are gone...I will grieve for 

you as until we are all in Heaven...

Together once again.

I am still stunned and in a state

of shock…and I still cannot believe that

you are really gone from us forever in

this life….I just want to hug my only

son one more time…Please God, Tell

my William that I love him

with all of my heart…please…