Not Just September...Wake Me Up When December Ends

        The words of this song...

"Wake Me Up When September Ends"

For me should read...

"Wake Me Up When December Ends"...

If I could just go to sleep today and wake up

in January or perhaps not wake up at all...

Just fly away to heaven...my whole family...

Just all of us fly away to heaven right now...

Life would be so much easier...

I miss my son so very much...

I miss his laughter and his

Beautiful, radiant smile...

I miss the perfect circle of our

Family...always together...

Hearts full of love...

I miss you Sweet William

My heart is broken...

Life can never, ever be the same again.

My desire is for all of us to

Be all together in Heaven...

Soon...

Families Together

Dearest William,

Your Dad and Charlotte and I were able to spend the afternoon and evening with your Uncle Les, Aunt Sherry, Stacie, your best bud and Cousin Clayton and his new wife Sarah...only you were missing...after all...you were always the life of the party, playing jokes and your laughter and that radiant smile.

I just want you to know that you were missed, my lil brown boy...

Our very own Sweet William who could also be so mischievous while you were growing up...I just wanted to say that though I was so happy to be spending time with them...I was still missing you in my mum's heart.

All our love to you forever...You are forever in our hearts!

XOXO to you in Heaven, Our WillMan

Love Pepe (aka Dad), Mum & Charlotte

Big-Headed People

Up again...late at night...with only my memories for company.
Sweet memories of my babies...their first smiles, first teeth, first step, first word...all those first things, locked carefully away in my mother's heart.
I'm missing you so much our Lil Brown Boy...found a lot of your pictures and cards and schoolwork while your dad and I are going through the mountain of bins of paperwork to sort/file/shred...but we had to stop when we came upon those treasured memories.
I am so thankful that I was chosen to be your mother...and that God chose you to be my son. I've so many precious, tender, loving memories as well as many wild and crazy ones about you too, Sweet William.

I'm missing you, my only son...missing you terribly....so I drew a picture on the bathroom hall of one of your pictures of those 'big-headed' people with the wildest hair...they were all just a big head, with wild hair, circles for eyes and big grins and a ton of long uneven legs...it made my heart smile through the tears. I don't care if it is in the front bathroom that guests would use....it makes me smile every time I see it.
I love you forever and with all of my heart, to eternity and back again and then some more.
Can't wait until we are all re-united again as a perfect, happy family...Forever loving you, my son...
Mums xoxo to you up in Heaven my Will-Man