Broken Hearts

Broken hearts are not created or made...

they just happen...like life happens.

I know, I live day in and day out with

a heart that is broken in

millions of pieces.

If Jesus can heal the blind eyes,

if he can make the lame walk,

if he can raise the dead,

if he can heal the leper,

if he can free those

that are opressed,

if he can stop the issue of blood,

if he can calm the raging sea...

and he has done all these things...

then just maybe he will mend my

broken heart too...

The question is...does he want to?

I am missing you William,

more than words can say...

missing the fun you infused into

our family and all of the things you

would do to make us laugh...

I just miss you...

I love you so much...

I want you back,

but I cannot have you...

so Lord Jesus, please

take us all up there instead...

Missing My Only Beloved Son

My heart is broken ... I cannot sleep tonight.

Memories of the past fill my mind, the

happy days when our son was still alive

and with us...Holidays, when we were

all together and chain of our family love

was not broken. My heart cries in silence

while I try to smile for my

beloved husband and daughter.

I miss my son with all my heart and soul.

 Nothing can ever heal the hurt ...it is

a scorching, hot pain that will never

leave me.

I will love you always,

my sweet William.

Every moment with you were with

us is saved in our hearts, every single

memory is a priceless treasure.

I love you always, with all my

heart. I will never have peace again

until we are all come together

again in heaven with our

Heavenly Father...all of our family

together once more...

only this time it will be forever.



Families Together

Dearest William,

Your Dad and Charlotte and I were able to spend the afternoon and evening with your Uncle Les, Aunt Sherry, Stacie, your best bud and Cousin Clayton and his new wife Sarah...only you were missing...after all...you were always the life of the party, playing jokes and your laughter and that radiant smile.

I just want you to know that you were missed, my lil brown boy...

Our very own Sweet William who could also be so mischievous while you were growing up...I just wanted to say that though I was so happy to be spending time with them...I was still missing you in my mum's heart.

All our love to you forever...You are forever in our hearts!

XOXO to you in Heaven, Our WillMan

Love Pepe (aka Dad), Mum & Charlotte

Missing My Lil Brown Boy On Mother's Day

I went up to your place, my son, and looked all about at folks leaving flowers and balloons, paying tribute to their mothers...but I was paying tribute to the tender loving, yet totally extreme memories of my only beloved son.

Missing you is the hardest thing I've ever lived through in my life...Holding the heart and hand of a little baby....and letting go of the hand of a handsome young man in the prime of his life. My heart will never heal from the pain of losing you, my son...I will always remember how much joy and happiness you brought to our family, what a pleasure your presence brought to our home...what a wonderful brother, best friend, and protector of your sister that you were...she told us that she didn't just lose her brother, but she lost her best friend.

We spent the time together today....just Charlotte, your dad and I the three of us together...and how much we missed your happy, radiant smile...it's just not the same with you gone and never will be again.

Charlotte misses you so much too...she doesn't have another brother or sister to turn to...you were always there for her.

I love you Sweet William, with all the love a Mother's Heart can hold...Forever and ever to eternity and back again.

xoxo to you in heaven, my only beloved son.

Forever 19

Forever Young,

Forever In Our Hearts

Forever Will